"Who made the rules I’m breaking now? I’m done, I’m walking out."

Not My Ideal is a defiant anthem against the impossible standards we set for ourselves — the “perfect” version of who we think we should be. It’s a raw, liberating reminder that realness beats perfection every time, and that our flaws and desires are proof of life, not failure. This song is my personal rebellion against shame and the cage of idealism — a loud, unapologetic declaration: I’m not my ideal, and I don’t need to be.