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All Of Me At Once
Lo-fi Chill-Hop
11/27/2025
“I am light and I am shadow, I am sharp and I am kind.”
This track is a lo-fi chillhop diary entry about self-acceptance when you’re not one clean story.
All Of Me At Once came from a concept I call “Integrated Self: Holding Contradictions” – the idea that a mature identity can hold opposing traits without collapsing. Instead of exiling the parts that don’t fit the brand, you sit them down in the same room and give each one a job.
The song is for anyone who’s tired of picking a single “true self” and then feeling fake every time something else shows up. Put it on, list your own contradictions, and see which lines hit a little too close.