Musical Philosophy.
AI-Generated. Human at Heart.

"I wear the mask, I take the pain, Break, rebuild, and break again." Ken Kaneki’s story isn’t about being a flawless hero — it’s about breaking, failing, carrying guilt, and still choosing to stand up again. This song is inspired by his journey through Tokyo Ghoul (Seasons 1–3): from a shy college boy with books in his hands, to a tortured ghoul fighting for his friends, to a symbol of hope who accepts both his sins and his will to protect.

If the root is cracked, the fruit won’t heal, I’ve got to find the roots of the real. This song was inspired by Square One: The Foundations of Knowledge by Steven Patterson. Chapter one hit me like a wake-up call: if the roots of your worldview are flawed, then no matter how many branches of knowledge you grow, the whole tree is fragile. Most of us protect our roots at all costs — even if it means guarding illusions we’ve lived in for decades. But what if the bravest thing is to question them? To dig deeper, even when it hurts, and rebuild on something real?

I’ve already shared I Am Not That before — but this is a different take. A stripped-back, psychedelic-acoustic version with unconventional chord turns, more space to breathe, and a slow, evolving structure. It’s born from those nights when the mind won’t stop spinning — chasing titles, praise, and progress. But underneath all that noise, there’s a quieter voice reminding: “I am not that.” If you’ve ever felt the pull of ego, then the release beyond it — this version might sit differently with you.

The higher purpose never fades, It waits for me beyond the shade. This song is a call to myself (and maybe to you): to rise, to burn through mediocrity, to live awake.